"When God fearin' women get the blues...."

I actually hate that song but seriously today I woke up with an overwhelming feeling of sadness and I have nothing to be sad about. Its one of those days when you want to cry your eyeballs out for nothing. And the slightest thing drives you nutty. I hate these kinds of days! Why does the female race have these days? I can see why there are so many people on anti-depressant drugs because today I would pay to have some.

On top of this I checked out the new Kelly Clarkson cd from the library and I actually like it. In fact I like almost every song on the cd. Have I completely lost my mind? Maybe this is why I'm depressed, my mind is too confused as to why its associating Kelly with good music....

And to make matters worse I had one of those days yesterday where you let your mind wander about all the things that could go wrong in your life which leads to questioning God which leads to a mess. I hate when I do that. Its just been all around one big cry day. Tomorrow WILL be better or else!!

Katie Holmes and Tom Cruise??????? Can she be any luckier at age 26? I mean she was just like me sitting around in junior high drooling over him in Top Gun and now she's kissing him in Italy. What a dream come true.