Shows that I am loving right now!

1. No Reservations with Anthony Bourdain-this comes on the travel channel and I love, love, love his take on visiting some of the greatest cities in the world.
2. Dirty Jobs-the host totally makes this show and plus it really makes me appreciate the fact that I don't have a dirty job
~on a side note, I think the reason I especially love these two shows is because both of the hosts remind me a lot of my hubby, overly sarcastic but with a heart of gold. Plus they are both tall and skinny.......
3. Gilmore Girls-I am finally a fan, I would occasionally watch but now that it comes on twice a day on ABC family I have caught up and I am in love with all the characters.
4. Dog the Bounty Hunter-yes its cheesy as hell but I just can't get enough of the 80's outfits and prayer time before going to hunt down a fugitive and calling him a mother-f#*@%. Love it!!
5. Beverly Hills 90210 on the soap network!!-when I found out we got this channel free for the next month I about had a party. 90210 on for 2 hours each day plus 5 hours on Saturday, plus a Labor Day marathon on Monday....can we say heaven?!! I will promise to do my all time favorite 90210 moments on a different post!!!

Shows that I have tried to love but CAN'T

1. Laguna Beach season 3-the characters this season seem overly evil or something, and none of them are even remotely good looking or funny. Seriously the show jumped the shark when LC got her own show...
2. 24-I know its suppossed to be great and all but I don't like shows that you have to watch each week or you are lost beyond belief. So count me out.
3. Lost-I am lost watching this. And you know ABC is going to make it somehow suck at the end so fans beware!!
4. America's Got Talent-I'm sure they do but didn't they already cover the whole singing part of it with a show called American Idol???
5. Big Brother All Star-This show is so dumb I don't even want to comment

My former self

I found out recently that I almost had a run-in at a church party youth home-coming type thing with my ex boyfriend. You know the one who broke my heart in a 100 pieces! Doesn't everyone have one of those?? Anyways what was funny about the whole situation is that number one he didn't show when he RSVP'd and that my mother knew about him coming and chose not to tell me because her reasoning was that I am a grown adult now. What?? I've been thinking a lot about this whole situation and I'm not afraid or wierded out by talking to him, what I'm afraid of is re-visiting my old self. I'm afraid of going back down memory lane because I didn't like myself when I was with him. Its funny how it totally has nothing to do with him it has to do with me. I owe that boy like a million apologies for a lot of behaviors that he had to deal with, but we were in high school and early college so some of it is expected but I behaved in ways looking back I am extremely embarrased about. So seeing him would remind me of that old person, and that was what I was scared about. So I think the whole experience of me spending some good time recently thinking about how you grow up and change over the years and try to become the greatest you that you can be has really been good for me. I'm not where I want to be but by golly I have come so far from where I was then.